FAREWELL, MY DEAR. (written on 29th Mar 2014 at 24: 59 at my dirty bed)
Life we together played
We played with six strings
String losses yet we tightened
Tightened, more we tightened
It cut off eventually, beyond my thought reach.
Thou the brave hearted my dear
Thou do endure the disaster
Yet, not can I, me like an innocent infant.
Farewell my dear,
Do erase me from thy heart
Supposing, if thou offer a domain in your heart
I never can give you a healthy life
Jealous, doubt, possessiveness,
aren’t can you bear
thou need freedom in love, yet
Bereft of jealous, doubt and possessiveness
It’s just a relation, nay a love.
They come because I love thee millions.
Farewell dear,
because you can’t endure it.
Worry not darling still
I have love you for thousand year
And will I love you for thousand more
Even if you are not mine.
Family, dreams we had in store
Ruin in that of easy, easy was it to ruin.
It’s not that I am to blame nor you
Was it a fate, which matters the most.
Farewell my dear
Forget me for all the time
I am the not that one
That lord sent to make you smile
Farewell my dear,
“Heaven bless and protect my dear”
If I see you or never
Hear you or never,
Anyway, if a day comes
You remember me,
Remember me with affections
And forget me again.
Farewell, my Dear.

Together We Go. 12th Feb 2014 11:15 pm

You were spouted somewhere in the east,
so do i somewhere in the west.
thine fate was in charge of positive 
thus mine was in negative
hence the magnetic joint we came up with. 
sorry i can't swear on you to live
Forever and always within your soul 
yet i swear to be with you, 
until my final final step unto a Land
where from no man returns, EVER.
Till then, Together We Go
Hand-in-hand,Step-with-Step
rejoicing the pains we confront
together, along and with strength
you cry, i cry,
you laugh, i laugh
so like, i lament on your failure
and delight on your success,
like so, you wipe the pearl of tears
hailing through my cheek as i weep,
sharing me a heart-print words of secret

we wail on our fall
and rejoice in our triumph
Together We Go
Together We Go
however deadly the storm hits
We are always Alive if we are together
on the stormy ferry of life.

Parle-G on Valentine Day.
(written on 14th Feb 2014 at Beside my Bed)

A decade prior to Today
i was ten, then, i suppose
we are two teen lovebird,
we know nothing what love is all about
yet we love each other,
that's cute, wasn't it ?
We date with those scattered toys, 
building our own home,
she is mum and i am dad
and rubber baby on her lap,
he's our son, we named Sonam,
Those days are beautiful, really it is, i do miss.
Bypassing the days,
once it was Today, 14th Feb,
i know nothing sort of things about the day,
yet my Dad told me all about, i learnt it.
So like, she is foxy , she know everything about,
by half a eleven a.m, she reached to my home
from outside of a gate, she is gesturing me to come out,
grin and smile is all on her face.
We move off, towards the light woods,
beneath a young tree, we rested on.
she said " close your eyes" "Meakk tsum"
so i follow her order,
but when i stealthily open my right eye a bit,
she she she is pulling just about a Parle-G
forcefully from her tight pent.
In a moment after, she said, " open now"
when i did, a small packaged Parle-G
on her hand and she just leaning towards me
and offered, and i accepted my Valentine day gift ,
i was stunned, i search for a word to express the feeling,
yet then i failed to find any,
We ate it together, Together we enjoyed, Together we dreamed,
Together we were.
That's the diary of my a decade earlier nostalgia. i miss it. 

How i define Metse ( on 16th Feb 2014 beside my ashtray )

I am playing a piano, under the deem Sunday moon, 
my double-five fingers on the keyboards 
key was white and it was black. 
la la la i am singing 
how melodiously i am singing huh ? 
with those black and white keyboards. 
la la la lu lu lu, 
now i am trying with white merely 
ufff what a grating it sounds,
now singing barely with the black key
damm it sounds the same, harsh
do i need both these to play my song ?
yeah now it sounds great
tu ru tu ru i am singing.

this song is life,
do you ever know ?
joyful may not remind forever, it's short-lived.
identically the sadness,
life is not a life in the absence of
these two combination.
experiencing both on the same path,
as the white and black key on a single song.
so i sing a song
tu ru yu ru